Listen, please,
liiiiisten,
LISTEN
this does not end with an “agree to disagree”.

I am Shabby
I am greedy.
I am a hoarder.
You are not enough for me. Are you invisible, or am I?
My father was a car mechanic. He was not patient.
I always untangled all his cables for him.
As I age, I see a growing, gradual resemblance between myself and him.
I really hope you can forgive me.